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[Jul. 22nd, 2003|09:31 pm] |
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people should kill themselves |
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[Jul. 17th, 2003|08:55 pm] |
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i cant stop crying.... |
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[Jul. 17th, 2003|05:10 pm] |
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i need qa keyboqared thqat workws. wsomeone help; me mqake my lirfe eqawsier. edqammit...look qat thiws nonwsenwse the wqay i haqve to typ;e..whaqt the rfuck. i breaqk everything. ill rfucking breaqk ur rfqace |
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| new name like whoa |
[Jul. 17th, 2003|04:43 pm] |
ive decided that this lj name is not quite me anymore..
which the new winner of a name is:
![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) she_cries_love
which i might turn into friends only
ps. if anyone has a \keyboard i could \have \id \appreciate \it...
;x |
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| replaced by fear and shame.. |
[Jul. 16th, 2003|07:50 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | neglected | ] |
| [ | music |
| | modest mouse-the stars are projectors | ] |
am i not a portrait on your heart no more? |
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| louie devito nyc underground |
[Jul. 16th, 2003|04:45 pm] |
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anyone going to be down the shroe tomorrow!? or will come down tomorrow? please? id be so like psyched. psyched as balls. |
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[Jul. 16th, 2003|04:45 pm] |
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anyone going to be down the shroe tomorrow!? or will come down tomorrow? please? id be so like psyched. psyched as balls. |
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| shows i wanna see..so take me? |
[Jul. 16th, 2003|04:25 pm] |
-----Tuesday
8/5/03
7:00 PM Boys Night Out, Spitalfield, Saosin
The Bled, Chaubatte Krome
(Lounge)
South Amboy, NJ All Ages
-------- Thursday
8/7/03
7:00 PM Throwdown
Every Time I Die, Terror, Day of Content Krome
South Amboy, NJ
----------- Friday
8/29/03
7:00 PM Atreyu, God Forbid
Darkest Hour, Underoath Krome
(Lounge)
South Amboy, NJ
Thursday
----------9/5/03
7:00 PM THE JULIANA THEORY
Hopesfall, Count the Stars, Punchline
+ 2nd stage w/ Fallout boy, Acceptance, Trouble Is Krome
(Main)
South Amboy, NJ Internet Presale @ MusicToday.com
Login: juliana
Password: tickets
----------- Friday
9/19/03
7:00 PM CURSIVE
Blood Brothers, Eastern Youth, Trophy Scars Cricket Club
@ GSP Exit 144
Irvington, NJ
973-374-1062 on sale Fri.
All Ages
21+ to Drink! |
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[Jul. 16th, 2003|04:16 pm] |
i had an amazing week up north homeish.
got to see natalie. i love her and miss her.
i got to see my boyfriend.
its two months. |
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[Jul. 10th, 2003|11:43 pm] |
i saw patrick!! yay!! haha. so excited. anywho i found marilyn monroe plugs. i want them so badly. you have no freaking idea. my birthdays in four months...buy them ahead of time!
ILL BE HOME TOMORROW!!!
YAYYYY
call meeeeee |
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| emo mike |
[Jul. 10th, 2003|04:36 pm] |
so mike might be staying with me from friday til sunday. how odd? he called leaving me a message how hes coming to visit me today and what not and to call him back whenever i get the message. i never did. he calls again. we talk. decides hes having a party at his house. and i should go. i dont have a car. aint life grand. anywho. yea. so mike....sometimes i wonder why my life seems to follow the same path over and over again and i cant find new people or places or anything of interest.
but yea. ill be in totowa tomorrow afternoon! yay yay yay!!! whose chilling with me?! ;x you gotta. ;x
anyway call my cellie.
and make lovely plans.
973 464 7141
peace lovers |
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[Jul. 9th, 2003|09:38 pm] |
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well i thought i wrote an entry about my day yesturday with kaite kim and anne. but i guess it never posted fuck you livejournal |
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[Jul. 9th, 2003|09:37 pm] |
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rawr. boredness. coming home in what two days? work tomorrow. nothing going on in my life. because it sucks. |
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[Jul. 8th, 2003|11:56 pm] |
Small
So in time I found I couldn't swear by anything. Nothing at all.
There's nothing that cuts through your everything.
Leaving you humbled and small, ... but I'm here anyway.
Nothing big to say. It's just I've wander in this dark for so long,
And never found my way. Do you think you would?
Do you think you could smile and say it could be okay?
We won't think about that today. It was just wishful thinking anyway...
I can't see higher than the walls I build in front of me.
I can't see forward when I'm this flat on my back.
I find these stones and call them real (could never be).
What began as hope to heal could scar, make me feel whole.
It could look so pretty on paper. It would feel so deep in blood.
Sit and tell me your story awhile. Before you move along... honestly?
All this fear can tower over me, sometimes I don't move to free.
Fumble to guess what any of this means.
Stumble to understand the little i've seen. It seems a dream...
Always so sorry. Found myself wandering and so far away.
So far away from home. We built ourselves too big.
Tangled and hanging by our common threads. Always so sorry.
Please forgive... |
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[Jul. 6th, 2003|04:20 pm] |
ill be up north from the 11th til the 15th. ;x
isnt life fucking splendid. |
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[Jul. 6th, 2003|04:19 pm] |
does anyone miss me?? or even care?
no one calls me. or visits me.
i wish pat was here. ;x
i miss my friend.
i hate being down here it sucks.
flaming cock in hell.
someone call me??? ::sniffles:: |
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[Jun. 30th, 2003|10:19 pm] |
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someone make my life less of a miserable hell?? |
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| bloddy vaginas |
[Jun. 30th, 2003|10:09 pm] |
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...ridiculousness..i got the sat scores from collegeboard.com. and they are worse than before. how in the world does that happen. but then i realized thats the night edwardo sleptover and i was out with chris all night. and me and eddie didnt sleep at all and the fact i took it in bloomfield and wasnt a happy camper. but oh well. i got a job at the surf club. the rules are: dont like marco or philip get to me. if anyone hits on my i have to tell a bouncer. im 18. and the money has to face the same way. i think i can handle that. not that hard. and that show with the guy going to different bars drinking and talking to people is going to be there. and i keep thinking of eric because i watched that show with him. and the guy from half-baked is going to be there one day. and LOUIE DEVITO will be there july 17th. thats going to be the highlight of my summer. i kind of mentioned the warped tour tickets to grandma. we'll see what happens there. i might ask amy to come? maybe? because yea. i miss the girl sometimes? but anywho. i have a job!? wow. hate my life. thursday night is lights out at teen night i feel like giong there getting myself some damn glowsticks and leaving. heh. i have my period hardcore. and i keep eating. life is dandy. im a little nervous about hitting up the work tomorrow but oh well. what can i do? it shouldnt be that hard. considering i know everyone? just about. since i was a baby. and yea. gary called me? why in the world would he do that? i dont know. but he invited me to go to lbi with him? havent talked to him since i worked at bobs but yet he calls me to hang out? even though he jsut stopped talking to me out of nowhere..okay whatever buddy. chris is coming down here thursday i think...hopefully...and yea...fireworks friday...seaside. rawr. well im going to stop eating. and maybe go downstairs and complain about my vagina. at least i have my period full force. or else that would be bad. |
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| josie grosie |
[Jun. 29th, 2003|09:44 pm] |
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i woke up from a phonecall from chris. ;x my grandma was all like "who got you to actually see daylight today' and im like chris called... i ate breakfast with the family. showered. cleaned. unpacked. colored. and talked to chris like ususal. went to the beach. read my book. i need a new book to read so i have something to do. and i need a new coloring book. a cool one. dammit. i got a little bit of color as well. and saw joey harrison who told me to start wearing high heels and id be perfect for him. hah. and i can have any job i want next summer. which means BARTENDER. i just have to go to school this winter to learn. i came home and called chris. talked to him for many hours while coloring again. and then i ate. and slept. bc i have nothing better to do. and now im here again....someone hang out with me? i suck at life. |
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